Just sitting at work.
No motivation what so ever.
I have a boyfriend that is true,
But a girl can lust can't she?
He's cute, really fucking cute. Only one problem (besides me being already taken) He has a girlfriend yet he "says" he wants to leave her. He comes problem number two, he lives with her; understand this he can't just up and heave her cause that leaves him with no place to go.
Too bad I don't have my own place (and if I was single) So now I'm stuck in this predicament. Lusting after a guy I can't have and being ignored by a guy I do.
Well I guess there really isn't a problem besides sitting at work really horny, but then again, all those problems can be solved with one text, a trip to the bathroom. Yet, there's a catch I have no willing participants, at least not one I like.
Don't get me wrong i like my boyfriend I guess I'm just not satisfied and I know I should just talk to him...blah..blah..blah but how do you tell your boyfriend that you sexually unsatisfied?... You just don't you go to your nearest erotic store and buy a vibrator.
So its now 6:18pm and i am still horny with not a care in the world. Well besides getting laid. So i guess I'm just out of luck. Horny, unsatisfied and now depressed. Tonight I was suppose to be with my boyfriend having fun and making love (no matter how bad it is.
But now it seems I'm going to be playing third wheel with my co-worker and her boyfriend. Even more depressing.
Turning 18 soon about a week til awesomeness. How am I going to spend it? I don't fucking know. Hoping to get laid.
I realise that I have sex on my brain and fucking a lot but really who can blame me. I'm thinking about calling up the taken guy. I know I should be calling my boyfriend but he is sick at the moment (the reason we aren't hanging out tonight)
But now here's the climax, my taken lust god has a thing for my co-worker (who if you forgot has a boyfriend) lol.
Oh well I guess it's karma or fate or over all not meant to be.
(damn it it took forever to write this too many customers @ work)
- 8:12 pm forty-eight more minutes til I get off.