Sunday, December 19, 2010


My family has been acting weird lately, and at my boyfriends place the phone line is messed and they just got a new room mate who was messin around outside...just saying thats how all the horror movies start....

Sunday, December 12, 2010

So okay.

Nothing really new to report. Life is going okay I guess, I know that is bad grammar. Life is really not been that great I guess. Ashton still hasn't gotten a car and I think that is taking its tole on me. I have been staying with him for almost 3 weeks now. He's made room for me in the closet and in the drawers I have been feeling like I need space, I mean he still hasn't told me he loves me so why is it like I live there now. I can't move in with a guy that doesn't love me.
Ugh, life.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

DAy after surgery

Things are okay I hurt but over all it hurts. I have stitches. It sucks.
I'm going to sleep now.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Its December

In Florida still hot as hell. Nothing really to talk about I haven't been really focused this past week considering my boyfriends car got stolen and Ive had to drive him everywhere. I do love him. But I have a confession. I cheated on him...again.
He won't find out, well I pray that he doesn't find out.
I'm kind of in a spot right now I need help and support or I'm going to break.